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[10/05/07 @ 10:47pm] |
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wellllll. today's the last day of school! technically.
and well, here's a dedication to four charity! binghui dont say i copy you horzxz
anyway, i really want to thank four charity for just being four charity. =D although we're noisy, and irritating and have conflicts
and whatever, in the end, we're still a class of i-dont-know-how-many-people.
oops.
haha and yes, although i'm not really close to most of them, i'm really happy cause i'm able to crap with you guys! hoho. i bet four charity is something i'll never forget! and yes, four years have passed in sucha blink of an eye! i want to thank people from 2 unity too! even though i've forgotten quite a lot of stuff, damn funny and stupid stuff can still be found in my memories ! -..-
hmm.
i really hope that if it's ten years to twenty years down the road, and anyone of us meet along the streets, (i was about to say marketplace =l), we'll still be able to go "EH HI!" and go chatting and go on a little trip down memory lane!
=D photos up next post! and i haven't done the raymond&raymond thing yet. -..- i think it's going to rain soon! hallelujah cause it's fucking hot!
xoxo,
as we go on, we remember,
all the times we, had together.
ps:
karen whb&pbc: i want to really thank you girls for being my friends. it's weird how we used to dislike each other (you know what i mean) and now we're good friends! so yeah, thank you karen, for sometimes irritating the shit outta me x= and us giving each other that face when we're @*$_$ -ing, thank you whb for providing free air con service, and for letting me have the honour of hearing you speak until you're speechless that one time, and thank you pbc for getting so high and whatever and being a good listener, and being able to stand in the center -..- okay i don't know what i mean. ahah!
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| if you can concieve, you can achieve!!!!!- suite life of zack&cody! |
[10/01/07 @ 9:06pm] |
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okay well, here is my goal in life/future job: I WANT TO BE A WEDDING PLANNER!
so yes, people out there who are planning to get married sometime in around five to ten years, you can come to me! and people who bother to keep in contact with me will OF COURSE! get a discount! so isn't that an extra incentive for keeping in contact with yours truly?
teehee
and yes im so determined to be a wedding planner! ok well, this might change in the next few months or weeks or okay, days, but yeah FOR NOW, I AM ABSOLUTELY DETERMINED!!!!!
and i still have that on going want of helping dongbang organize a concert!!! heehee
AND I WANT TO GO DONGBANG CONCERT! AND PUT BRACES! AND GO SHOPPING! AND GO KOREA! AND BUY HERBAL LIFE! aw man..... being constantly broke SUCKS.
anyway, i hate being so short! and fat, and black, and pimply. but whatever. my point is, i wanted to get this dress and i wanted to try it on just now, but yeah, it looked too big and i was too damn short for it! aw fuckkkkk. =( plus i think the dress looks seriously nice! =D
and i want to buy so many things! i'm going to customize a handphone strap thingy and if it suceeds i'm going to make somemore! haha and and and i'm going to study so hard my eyeballs bug out! or not. =D
oh well. went to bishan in the morning to study with karen. damnit something happened and i feel damn guilty. but i'm not supposed to even though we still do. -..- does that make sense? never mind. hm anyway, after that went to karen's house and changed and went to school for chemistry and blabla.
bought two bangles three clips three rubberbands, a pair of shoelaces and one handphone strap-in-front thingy -..- and i was so proudly proclaiming that i wanted to save money for this and that and this and that.
okay got to get off to bathe and feed my dog and hang the clothes and wash the towels etc.. basically, the list is never ending.
after o's!!!!! dreading, and yet..... so many things i want to do! =D
photos in next post plus raymond&raymond! buwahahahha .
damn funny.
xoxo
lelong lelong who want me be their wedding planner?!
edited:
the biggest thing i've gained from my two years in four charity!
tadah! =D
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[09/30/07 @ 4:49pm] |
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i can't seem to get my mind down to studying. how am i going to pass my o levels?
the biggest problem is that i'm always over sensitive, always having to be reassured. sometimes its my mind doing the freakout,
but in others.....
is it?
i dont understand.
i dont understand at all.
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[09/28/07 @ 7:27pm] |
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well. guess there's nothing much to say.
didn't go to school today.
i guess i'm better off writing in my diary.
goodbye.
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| when the ending draws close, and we take a step back to realize |
[09/26/07 @ 8:29pm] |
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video day. bet i looked horrible. whatever.
the thing about 4 charity is we're always having mini conflicts but we're always back and better then before in an instant.
i'm going to miss people in 4 charity. i really will.
the lameness, the noisiness, the pissed off -ness, the funny-ness, the craps, the whatevers; i'm going to miss them all.
hope that after o's we'll still keep in contact, although i think it's going to be kinda hard.
yeah and fuck off if you actually think i'm that kind of person. i'm not!
xoxo
you'll in my heart - 4 CHARITY
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| I see you looking at me, like i'm some kinda freak |
[09/25/07 @ 11:37pm] |
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yeah well i don't understand why some people are born with parents who have endless amounts of dosh. when i was younger, it seemed really frivolous to actually want something that was branded. even though i cared about clothes, i would go "it doesn't matter if it is branded or not as long as it looks good."
well, shit what i said. after looking at jessica, the sec three girl's blog, it made me realize even more how much i just want to be rich and be able to spend like nobody's business. people might dislike my materialism, or superficialness but what to do? i'm like that .yeah. sigh. well that's just an example.
why the fuck am i obsessed over such..... unimportant stuff? i'm supposed to study (NO IT'S RELAXATION DAY), and yet i'm obsessing over LV wallets and what nots with justin. wah lao eh! and i'm saving money for i don't know what. i really hate the feeling of being broke.
also, in addition to saving money, i really want to slim down. and get rid of my pimples. and be able to go shopping. can i just set up some business thing? or somewhere which i can work online or somethng, so that i can have money.
fuck xiaxue cause she gets money from BLOGGING. -..- i also want leh! pssh.
oh wellll. shall save money and go around the world to shop. big dreams and small capabilities. this is so wrong, and oh so so so so so sad.
for now, the goal is to save money for dongbang's concert, and if i can't go then... sigh. at least i'll have spare cash for some shopping and what nots. i absolutely can't wait for next month to come! a few more days a few more days.... and o's are also coming.
after o's, no matter what i get, i'll go out and parrrrty! relax a little, live a little (why am i talking as if i'm stressed about studies?) i'm stressed that i'm NOT stressed. oh God.
jiu ming ah!
never mind. i shall try not to care.
tomorrow i have a study date with evelyn koh and i really hope i can concentrate. why the hell am i typing like this? teehee.
weird.
and i discovered i like to talk to myself. =D
xoxo
miss independent
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